KITTY

Roanne, i want to help you find who you are. I don’t want you to be terrified anymore. I’m not ‘temporary.’

This is what I need in my life. You are what I need. I’m ready to let my guard down.

I don’t care for most of the people I know or am acquainted with. I know who’s important to me, I know who I should keep close in my life, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I do fucked up shit. I make dumb mistakes. But I have the good people around me to keep my head on straight and support me with everything they’ve got. For everyone else, whatever. I just have a careless attitude with everything now. Fuck everything else, if I’m happy with my life and how I live it, and you aren’t, well I guess you can suck a fat one and choke on it.

I better fucking pass. I swear. Haha. I need my permit. I’ve driven already, I can’t risk getting in trouble if I don’t have my permit.

Today just wasn’t a “good” day bro. Gah.

nothing’s going right anymore. everything’s different. my happiness is slowly being taken away from me and i can’t do a single thing about it. i don’t want this, i’m not trying to bring myself to this, but things just aren’t in my favor anymore. i give up, nothing’s ever worth trying for anymore. idgaf if this sounds “childish” but i wish my dad was here. he’d make everything better, i miss him so much..

when you’re at school, but don’t wanna be there cause they’re not there. Sad days.

how you’re gonna call someone a bitch cause they changed their attitude towards you. maybe they finally realized how stupid some of the things you say are. i mean my goodness.

I’m living proof that girls can be heartless towards guys too. But it doesn’t mean I’m proud of what I’ve done.